my life lately...

1) Hubby is extremely busy with his upcoming church seminar, attending novena everynight.. leaving me and children alone for 4 hours everynite... Luckily, today is the last one and they will be having the seminar beginning 24th till 26th Apr...

2) Edel having fever and stomach upset.. that was our first diagnostic but after having to see 3 doctors it turned out to be Urinary Tract Infection... "Kurang Minum Air" said the Doctor, she is now getting better and attended school today...

3) I need a break... I really want to cool myself at the pergunungan... don't know when...

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being me ..

I alighted from the lift going to my office this morning when suddenly from the other elevator, out came 2 women, the first women look at me and quickly make some remark to her friend who also turned her head to look at me! I don't give a damn... But, suddenly the 2nd bitch make a hand gesture telling her friend that indicate a 'Fat' person with both her hand lifted making a gesture of someone being very 'big' and both giggle like nobodys business... I was so angry with the gesture I sprang out loud a word "CHEH!!!" both turned their head and rushed to their office which is next to my office, I almost chased them and wanted to confront them... they think they are perfect with their figure....

Why the world cannot accept people that is FAT...

Gluton was put as 1 of the 7 sins but yet what about people who are comfortable of being Glutonny ???

I can lose weight anytime I want but I like being me and I am not afraid of it... I am not ashamed of it but I don't like being laugh at...

From young, I was being called as si Gumuk... but I don't care, this is my size, my character, this is me... so what ???

I am so frustrated but yet I am blessed!!!!

more rambles...

I got an sms from my dear friend...

"I just realised what missing every time i go to the office. You! Never see you when I go in! Sob!..."

I was extremely delighted as .....I am STILL a Glow Worm... I brighten up people....

I'm home-d!!!!!........

I have been home-d tuesday nite....

So good to be at home!!! I learnt some nasty secret of someone I dearly loved but this is not to be indulged here...

On the other note, I am busy with work again... As usual, I am broke but I am thankful for everything in my life... I am not blaming anyone but myself... I need to do drastic change...

People does make judgement with the way you look!!!! Do you think people who is nicely dressed have $$ ? what about someone who looked haggard but he is infact a very rich people ?

hmm... something to ponder & wonder...