Pain on my neck...

I have sprained a nerve on my neck... it is very painful and uncomfortable...

But, I am happy it friday and I am going for a massage ...

Tick-tock-tick-tock, am waiting for lunch time

Need that massage and pampering....

Kaamatan!!

Siopon !!!

All the other "Tukang Siop!!!"

today...

My laptop acting up... The technical person said there is a bad sector on the HDD and need to be replaced.. So, I have to do my files back-up or else lost everything that I have stored here... priceless info

It has been two weeks since I go on my diet regime... I think I can see the result around my abdomen, altho' the bulk is still there but I am sure I have shrink to about an inch and a half... maybe it would be more visible in 4 weeks time....

I just got the news that I will be having a Librarian Conference in Penang on the 15 & 16 June 2009.  So, I have to make my bookings soon... 

I have to make arrangement for my children to stay at my mom's for about a week or so (12 days) oh no ! I will missed them terribly....

But, hey, have to make a living so Penang here I come... (Have to spent 7 days in PJ office before adjourning to Penang for the conference!) Have to find a nice pair of shoes while I'm in KL...

This is Edel and Tashnee, hiking the hill behind my parents' house in Tenghilan... I want to do it again...

My youngest sista with the amazing view from the hilltop....

life development...

I have been following a strict diet for the past 7 days... self imposed dieting regime which exclude the comsumption of rice...

Morning breakfast was taken at 7am, which I have been preparing for my family of 5 for the past years.. mainly noodles or toast or cereals...

A must calcium drinks for the whole family Melko (Milk Chocolate drink) and at least a cup of noodles or cereals have to be consumated by the whole family...

I also packed lunch for the 3 munchies...

I think I've lose some weight and notice that my pants is not that tight anymore... so, I am determined to lose more kilos...

If you have known me, I have been keeping/storing a humongous amount of fat around the belly, buttock and thigh... with the height of only 158cm, I looked so dwarft with my obese weight of 3 figures...

So, ENOUGH with living in GLUTON it is time to shed the GLUTON OFF THE RACK....

I am determined to do that now at 35.... at least I am back at my 28th years old body (still heavy on the scales but acceptable)....

I will try to post some pics or visit my FB....

today...

Well, at last, with my mighty hand I managed to re-arrange our Knowledge Centre... with the new space now, I can think of purchasing a round table for the convenience of users... and I am also thinking to place a huge cardboard for people to sign-in whenever the enter the Library like a visitor book... hehe can be incorporated as my KPIs hehehe

On the other note, my dad is in town attending a 5 days seminar on agriculture, I am very supportive of him attending such a course after retiring from teaching for the last 30 years...  Put his Green Fingers into working wonders... He loves to grow plants... and I must have inherited it from him, I too have a passion of growing plants... haha

I am busy doing the final draft of the recent study I undertook... with the help of my attentive boss, I am now penning the bits and pieces of details that I need to strengthen the docs...  Hopefully I can submit by monday *Fingers crossed!!!

Oh ya, abt yesterday incident, Edel have small accident in the car, she pricked her eyes (the pupil to be exact) with her hair pin.  She was trying to adjust her hair pin when suddenly the car jerked and she accidently prick her eyes... We are so scared that we drove directly to the QEH emergency ward...  Luckily after investigation the Dr said that the prick is only a scracth on the layer of the pupil and is not deep to cause any harm... Thank GOD!!!  Jade is having bad flu infection but I hope with the medication she will recover fast...

I am still sticking to my own diet regime.. hopefully I shed some weight off especially on the tummy area... GO Me GO Myself!!!!

our 7th Anniversary...

1) 1st May
our 7th Wedding Anniversary... wow, how time flies... together with our courtship years... we have walked side by side for almost 17 years.... I've known my Nong for 17 years ... what can i say? I am grateful that God has given him to walk with me in this life... with our three precious daughters Edel, Jade & Crystal... Can't live without them...

What we did during our anniversary :
1) Fixed our new book shelving
2) Re-arrange our Family picture
3) Re-arrange the whole living room!!!!

2) Sabbath
Me and my girls attended Sabbath... The sabbath school lesson is "Passing the Test" and the memory verse hit me hard "Reject the wrong, and, Choose the RIGHT!" Isaiah 7:15...
Daniel and his friends choose the right food and they are blessed... So, I am going to do the same for myself and also the whole of the family...

3) Sunday
After doing chores around the house, my girls and me did some gardening, I managed to transfer 6 aloe vera into their own pots....

my life lately...

1) Hubby is extremely busy with his upcoming church seminar, attending novena everynight.. leaving me and children alone for 4 hours everynite... Luckily, today is the last one and they will be having the seminar beginning 24th till 26th Apr...

2) Edel having fever and stomach upset.. that was our first diagnostic but after having to see 3 doctors it turned out to be Urinary Tract Infection... "Kurang Minum Air" said the Doctor, she is now getting better and attended school today...

3) I need a break... I really want to cool myself at the pergunungan... don't know when...

;)

being me ..

I alighted from the lift going to my office this morning when suddenly from the other elevator, out came 2 women, the first women look at me and quickly make some remark to her friend who also turned her head to look at me! I don't give a damn... But, suddenly the 2nd bitch make a hand gesture telling her friend that indicate a 'Fat' person with both her hand lifted making a gesture of someone being very 'big' and both giggle like nobodys business... I was so angry with the gesture I sprang out loud a word "CHEH!!!" both turned their head and rushed to their office which is next to my office, I almost chased them and wanted to confront them... they think they are perfect with their figure....

Why the world cannot accept people that is FAT...

Gluton was put as 1 of the 7 sins but yet what about people who are comfortable of being Glutonny ???

I can lose weight anytime I want but I like being me and I am not afraid of it... I am not ashamed of it but I don't like being laugh at...

From young, I was being called as si Gumuk... but I don't care, this is my size, my character, this is me... so what ???

I am so frustrated but yet I am blessed!!!!

more rambles...

I got an sms from my dear friend...

"I just realised what missing every time i go to the office. You! Never see you when I go in! Sob!..."

I was extremely delighted as .....I am STILL a Glow Worm... I brighten up people....

I'm home-d!!!!!........

I have been home-d tuesday nite....

So good to be at home!!! I learnt some nasty secret of someone I dearly loved but this is not to be indulged here...

On the other note, I am busy with work again... As usual, I am broke but I am thankful for everything in my life... I am not blaming anyone but myself... I need to do drastic change...

People does make judgement with the way you look!!!! Do you think people who is nicely dressed have $$ ? what about someone who looked haggard but he is infact a very rich people ?

hmm... something to ponder & wonder...

I am in Kuching for the 3rd time...

arrived here last nite, touched down at 9pm, I stayed at my sis' hse...

her kids are grown up from last year dec' taller and also fairer (fairer than mine!)

I'm impressed with her organizing skills... she rearrange the house and I think this time better...

Me and Edel have our kolok mee for breakfast this morning, Sadapp!!

Nevertheless, I'm missing home already especially Hubby n Twins!!!

See ya soon Land below the wind!!

Earth hour...

Earth hour...

I am counting time to participate the above tmrw...

The whole family will be going to Nexus to join Earth hour...

Can't wait to show the world our Support to Cool our mother nature even for just an hour!!!

Join us !! it is our world our heritage!!!

hghieoakdaskg

Sorry Folks!!

I was trying out the google application...

Will blog more later!

Have a Good Day!

Good Lord! It is Wednesday....

Yupe... time does fly....

Last nite, I was determine to change my routine..

So I got my lazy bum to work... Get all the 'morning' routine done before lazy bum went to bed...

Phew!! I was impressed in the morning, I saved 70% of my time consuming 'morning' routine and I felt so much Better!!! I should do this often...

I will do it again tonite!!!

Can't wait for American Idol today!!!!

monday blues...

I step into the office today and after a long telconference...

I was striked by the bugs... Monday blues...

No energy to burn, I feel really sluggish...

But...

Yesterday is history
Tommorow is still a mystery...
BUT
Today is a GIFT...
That is why it is called PRESENT
Use it and live it....

funky friday... or freaky friday...

I am not sure what is today...

I used to love Friday... it is the last of my working day.. Yay! the feeling of anxiously waiting for the clock to hit 5pm... It's Freedom on the way, lurking by the mins...

I survived another quarrel (hmm.. life) but this time it hit me hard... where are those lovey dovey feelings ... I wonder it has gone astray...

and all I can feel now is hatred ... not a single traits of love...

I don't know how to begin my phrase but yes, I understand now...
why couples stop talking to each other...
Forgive and Forget ??? it doesn't work for me anymore...
I am hurt with what he said to me...
the look of his face
his sarcastic remark leave a deep scars in my heart...


BUT, life goes on.... for the sake of my 3 angels....

I'm on MC today...

I have been given sick leave by the doc for today... but, I am too tired to stay at home... and too lonely to just stay home...

I decided to drop by the office... just to have some company and try to finish my write up... with an achcing ear...

my ear is so swollen and painful, can't sleep properly and can't eat properly...

I am too tired to complained more...

till then...

Bad Ear Infections...

Last year, I have been visiting the ENT specialist at Damai for my bad otitis media... it was so painful that I can't work properly...

Today, I have it again on my right ear... I blame the cotton bud... I have this habit of swabbing my ear every day after bath with a cotton buds..

It is my habit for past 25 years and it does not taken any toll until today... I'm suffering with bad ear infection... Dr said there is puss inside the ear canal... yuck and OMG!!!

Must stop this habit...

It is really itchy and painful... I lost abt 20% of hearing.....

Help me past this one God!!!

hmmm....

I have a big argument with hubby this morning abt (How the hell?) "Organ Donation"

Hubby : You should sign up ASAP!!!!
me : No, I am only going to sign up when I am 45!
Hubby : It will be too late...
me: What do you mean ? are you trying to say that I won't make it to 45 ?
Hubby : why can't you do it now? you should be signing up ASAP... if you are going to save somebody's life...
me: I can't do it now cos' I have a goal, I want to live longer and not think about dying cos' I want to see my daughters to grow up, they need me...
Hubby: hmmm, I still think you need to sign up now...
me: You go and don't stress me..

You see the point ?
Why should I be bother to sign up if I am not ready... I can be pledging my organ now while I'm still striving to be alive... I said I will be serious abt it when I am 45!!! God Willing!!

simply another ramblings of the day....

my twins birthday coming up...

Jade & Crystal is turning 4 this 7th March...

They were so tiny when I have them last 2005... and now they are so grown up....