Respect my decision!!!

It is set I am LEAVING...

There is option and choices but I am still LEAVING

I am making a positive move to increased HAPPINESS...

The Discussion or Persuasion?

Well, the day is today @3pm

Looking forward for the outcome but I have made my ULTIMATE decision, I am OUT and I won't be making any move from it...

I am still OUT and I want OUT cos'

I need CHANGE....

Will ramble more abt it as soon as I have gotten the outcome...

Until then, I will be me myself cheerful as ever!

My new chapter of life (Resolution)

Well, Finally, I am committed to write down a few things which will be my ultimate objective from now on :

My NEW objective : Living a Satisfying, Meaningful life : First Family, Spiritual and Recreation

I aim to work to live and not live to work, balancing work with rest and leisure will help me to take care the needs of my family. This will not be easy as there will be bills to pay but I can do the following :

Convert the small plot of land to :
1) Fish Pond
2) Rearing Organic Chicken
3) Planting of Organic Vege, Fruits, Herbs etc

11 years of working have rob most of my energy and my kids get bits that left so I'm determine to CHANGE this. Live SIMPLE, balanced life, the whole family thrives!

I trust GOD and No reason for FEAR

CHANGE

What is Change ?
To make a different from the way it is

A change will make different; cause a transformation ie: "The discussion has changed my thinking about the issue"

A change of an event that occurs when something passes from one state or phase to another ie : "She changed completely as she grew older"

A change of a relational difference between two different person ie: "he attributed the change to their relationship"

This change will definitely turn me a NEW chapter of life ! and am Looking forward for it and will never LOOK BACK!

After 11 years...

I decided to say Good Bye....

- as it will bring BIG impact to my life, my children life and this move will make me move even closer to family...

- and I needed CHANGE!

unethical

It was very unethical when ...

You got a rude email from somebody that you look up and respect as a leader...

It is so unmotivating and demoralising

What more you can do?

I can CRY and count on my failures BUT NO as I CHOOSE TO STOP and count on my successess....

And I am truly blessed so why dwell in this sorrows?

I am OUT and rejoicing in GLADNESS cos this is ME!!!

Earth Hour 2010

Just a small gesture for the earth but it sure making a BIG impact!!

Cuti cuti rumah sendiri...

Hahaha...

So funny, I am on annual leave, this year I make it as a point to take annual leave only during school holidays so that I can spent time with my kiddos...

Enjoying every second of it walaupun sakit kepala nih... sangat nakal dan aktif bah diaorang...

Bah, hoping to post some pics soon!

Twins 5th Bday

Hi Dearie,

Sorry for the long delays in updating, was caught up with work and busy schedule!..

My twins have their bday celebration yesterday and it was fabulous!!! really glad my cousins, friends and relatives coming to our house, so glad that it went well... lots of food, lots of gift, lots of love felt!!!

Lately...

Hey, pls spread the word and be there!!!

Lately, Am super busy with life... i.e. being mom, being the wifey, being a woman, being a girl, being a daughter, being a sister, being an employee...

hmm what can I say, not complaining, I'm glad I'm able to do it!!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

Peace at last!

Dearie,
at last the peace is here...

We forgave each other
trying our best not to hurt each other
remember our vows
it is sacred
show love and appreciation
remember we have 3 young child
they need both of Pa and Ma
remember to keep our family strong
we won't be torn apart
anger, fight does happen but most importantly have a forgiving heart!!!

Thanks so much Trix for the comforts and love...
I'm calm now and hoping to be as calm as much as possible!!

Fight

well, it is not wise to wash your dirty laundry in the public..

But I have been arguing a lot ...

I am tired of being in it
I wanted to stop but how ?
he said I am not listening..
I tried but you keep questioning me, how can I keep quiet ?

You said that I have done nothing compared to you
what have you done ?
can you compare with the pain of bearing child ?

You said that you are a changed man
you proclaim yourself as Mr Humble
but does it show ?

i am no super power
so I could not bear the pain anymore
every words you utter is hurting me even more
so, GET LOSE, GO, YOU ARE FREE TO GO

I felt cheated!

Yupe, I'm cheated!!!

I barely keep my spirit up!!! I'm pissed off with something... yupe something very important that will determine the livelihood of a working mother with three mouth to feed...

Should I shed my weight so that I looked intelligent ? I am so angry but do you think what you eat is what you are ? No, i don't think so, I don't eat pork but yet I look like I am eating it... so, what ? why I don't look like chicken I ate chicken almost everyday of my whole life (but act like one) ? Doi, nonsense betul...

I CAN DO IT!!! YES, I CAN and I WILL DO IT...

sinusitis..

I'm down with sinusitis...

87% nose blockage! and I just spent RM230 for treatment... so pricey!!! but what to do I have severe sinus infection and my face is swollen!!!

ummm I need rest! if only I can sleep for a week without disturbances... only wake-up to toilet, no need to eat, drink only... ;) Buli ka ?

I am 35 years old!!! yay!

Hi Blog, sorry for not being able to update you on life regularly...

Hey, I'm 35 years old today....

I have lived my life for 35 years...

Things that I have accomplished so far :

1) Got married at 28
2) Have 3 daughters (No son just yet)
3) I have finally built my very own house and no mortgage to pay...
4) no longer in the administrative line
5) doing work which I love!
6) being with my parents, fil & mil, my beloved sisters, brothers and everyone!!!
7) being happy and grateful with what I am !!!

cheers to life!!!

Happy Birthday Darling!!!!

i will blog more abt this!!!

Edelweiss

A nice photo of Edelweiss

Because it was so significant to my dad that he named me after this flower, I decided to give it to my firstborn daughter too!

Edel, you'll start the family tradition to named your firstborn daughter as Edelweiss ya!!!!

latest news!

Hi Blog, sorry for not being able to post anything for the past few weeks... I was busy catching up with work...

Well, I am into 35% done on Library Cataloguing now and going... that is good enough for a 2 weeks of job accomplishment...

I have just finished a discussion with my boss, and YESSS! I am going to Gland, Switzerland, and I want to make this to happen (March 2010), I will write an email to Neil Morgan to ask him if I can do a back to back training (meant it will be abt 8 days stay in Gland)...

Have to save a large amount of $$ so that I can survive (Euro money is Expensive!!!)

I'm going to post more stories later... and photos.. too!

But I am excited with the news!

just sharing a couple of pics..

taken during our trip to KL in May 2008... pic above taking LRT's joyride...



Pic. on the left : Hubby, myself and the 3 princesses taken at Putrajaya, KL

Last day of quarantine

Hi Blog...

Sorry for abandoning you for the past few weeks... I have been really busy and we got quarantine due to h1n1...

Edel got very high fever Sat, 1st Aug, her temp is as high as 39.9 and it really worried us, Hubby sent her to Emergency ward at QEH at 3.30 am, Dr prescribed paracetamol and antibiotik and let her go around 6.30am... Her fever did not go down, she did not developed any flu-like symptoms but coughing constantly and vomiting... everything she took she'd vommit and she was really weak, on Mon, 3rd Aug, Hubby brought her for H1N1 screening, at first Dr is reluctant as she did not show any flu-like symptoms only high fever, but Hubby insisted. Her fever only broke on the 5th Aug, and she is getting her appetite back, and she is about to attend school on Friday the 7th when suddenly we GOT the news at 2pm on thursday 6th that she is POSITIVE H1N1, that really freaked me out.... I was in the middle of a meeting in Le Meridien, I stood up and told the Pengerusi Majlis that I have to excuse myself from the meeting as my daughter was found to be H1N1 positive... What a shocker!!! and I learnt from my friend that the meeting was postponed as soon as I walked out...

We immediately send Edel to Klinik Kesihatan Luyang and was taken by ambulance to Hospital Likas, I thought she would not be admitted as her condition has improved but I was wrong she was immediately taken to Melor Ward to be isolated in H1N1 Isolation Ward. There were about 8 people inside, also found to be positive and 3 of them with high complication, 1 just came out from ICU... scarry, but, when the specialist came the evening of 7th, she said that Edel can be discharge and self-quarantine at home as her condition is well, all she need to do is to finish up the tamiflu medicaiton and stay home for 10 days to curb the spreading of the Germs and generally she is in good health... I was relief to hear this...

And when Crystal develop the same symptoms, we did the same as Edel's thanks to Hubby who is very persistent and She is not admitted at the hospital but given tamiflu and today is her last dosage of tamiflu and she is doing just as fine as Edel...

Amazingly, Jade has not develop any of the symptoms, Dr said she is immune to H1N1 so, praise the LORD... we survive this plague without any complications at all!!!!