should i ?

trying hard to keep up, lots of stories to tell.. but no time to blog about it... trying hard to follow strict on budget control life, organised timing, cleaning up mess in the house...

hmmm, where should I start ? I seriously need to re"pimp" my life! hehehehe

Flower Girls again...

This time for Bonnie & Hiyasinta of Kepayan.

Long Hiatus...

Sorry Folks,

Has been busy with the new transition of life.

I quit my 11 years job. My life totally 360 degree turn around. I am a fulltime Mommy...

My day start as early as 6am, I started off with a light jog, after 30mins, prepare breakfast for the kids, sorting out the school bags and then ironing, last before hitting the shower, hanging the laundry to dry, and then wake the kids to freshen up by 7.30am, ready for school and leave the house by 8.30am after breakfast for school.

I enjoyed doing it without rushing to be in the office...

I got time to buy some groceries and stuff before heading back home and get Edel to do her homework for another 3 hours before sending her off for afternoon school at 1215.

Dropped her at School at 1225 and then I am all for myself until 440pm... thats life, and looking at it, I have time to ensure cleanliness, neat and cooking healthy meal which I have not been doing properly for the past 11 years...

I have more time to blog abt everyday life, my new hobby... and of course setting up a home-based income generator... which will be my next project, and I am taking time with it as STRESS has gone in my life, right now! believe me!

San Yuk Family Day!

It was held on bright and sunny sunday, and I am super tired!!

The Family Reunion

The pics above showed the Gundohing in the family, each color represent a family line, Green is my MIL (Umis Binius Ho), Orange (Linghee Binius Ho), Blue (Tahee Binius Ho), Maroon (Tahing Binius Ho) and Yellow (Jinggusi Binius Ho).

And I won 2nd Place for the Traditional Cooking Competition!! yippee.... Kangku diau)(see the above pics!)...

I got more to tell later!!

Binius Ho Family Reunion

My husband's mom family side will be having their third family reunion this coming Saturday 15th May 2010 in conjunction with Kaamatan month.

The first reunion was held in my MIL house 7 years ago. Exactly a week, after delivering Edel. It was during CNY celebration and the theme colors is RED...

The 2nd family reunion held at my MIL elder brother residence, in which each family (5 families, namely Tahing, Tahee, Linghee, Umis(my family) and Jinggusi wore their own theme color. Our family choose Green for the ocassion.

This year they have a different way of celebrating the reunion. Prior to the event, sport competition i.e. football, tug of war, badminton etc.

There will be cooking competition as well, but not sure who/what dishes as I am not involved in any of the activities. I am too lazy and am not good in mingling with relatives especially hubby's side. Don't know why ?

And I need a booster to lift up my spirit for this event, I am not excited at all. My mom called the other day asking if we can go home this weekend to visit my old and ailing grandma but alas, I cannot give any excuses of not coming to this well planned family day which has been the talks since Jan??

hmmm, have to go and shop for another "Green" outfits for myself, hubby and 3 gorgeous girls ....


cheers!

Yippee

I am so happy and relieved...

I am going to have a big CHANGE

I am sure I will do better

I am sure I will be well off

Can't wait for the new leaf to turn anew!

Respect my decision!!!

It is set I am LEAVING...

There is option and choices but I am still LEAVING

I am making a positive move to increased HAPPINESS...

The Discussion or Persuasion?

Well, the day is today @3pm

Looking forward for the outcome but I have made my ULTIMATE decision, I am OUT and I won't be making any move from it...

I am still OUT and I want OUT cos'

I need CHANGE....

Will ramble more abt it as soon as I have gotten the outcome...

Until then, I will be me myself cheerful as ever!

My new chapter of life (Resolution)

Well, Finally, I am committed to write down a few things which will be my ultimate objective from now on :

My NEW objective : Living a Satisfying, Meaningful life : First Family, Spiritual and Recreation

I aim to work to live and not live to work, balancing work with rest and leisure will help me to take care the needs of my family. This will not be easy as there will be bills to pay but I can do the following :

Convert the small plot of land to :
1) Fish Pond
2) Rearing Organic Chicken
3) Planting of Organic Vege, Fruits, Herbs etc

11 years of working have rob most of my energy and my kids get bits that left so I'm determine to CHANGE this. Live SIMPLE, balanced life, the whole family thrives!

I trust GOD and No reason for FEAR

CHANGE

What is Change ?
To make a different from the way it is

A change will make different; cause a transformation ie: "The discussion has changed my thinking about the issue"

A change of an event that occurs when something passes from one state or phase to another ie : "She changed completely as she grew older"

A change of a relational difference between two different person ie: "he attributed the change to their relationship"

This change will definitely turn me a NEW chapter of life ! and am Looking forward for it and will never LOOK BACK!

After 11 years...

I decided to say Good Bye....

- as it will bring BIG impact to my life, my children life and this move will make me move even closer to family...

- and I needed CHANGE!

unethical

It was very unethical when ...

You got a rude email from somebody that you look up and respect as a leader...

It is so unmotivating and demoralising

What more you can do?

I can CRY and count on my failures BUT NO as I CHOOSE TO STOP and count on my successess....

And I am truly blessed so why dwell in this sorrows?

I am OUT and rejoicing in GLADNESS cos this is ME!!!

Earth Hour 2010

Just a small gesture for the earth but it sure making a BIG impact!!

Cuti cuti rumah sendiri...

Hahaha...

So funny, I am on annual leave, this year I make it as a point to take annual leave only during school holidays so that I can spent time with my kiddos...

Enjoying every second of it walaupun sakit kepala nih... sangat nakal dan aktif bah diaorang...

Bah, hoping to post some pics soon!

Twins 5th Bday

Hi Dearie,

Sorry for the long delays in updating, was caught up with work and busy schedule!..

My twins have their bday celebration yesterday and it was fabulous!!! really glad my cousins, friends and relatives coming to our house, so glad that it went well... lots of food, lots of gift, lots of love felt!!!

Lately...

Hey, pls spread the word and be there!!!

Lately, Am super busy with life... i.e. being mom, being the wifey, being a woman, being a girl, being a daughter, being a sister, being an employee...

hmm what can I say, not complaining, I'm glad I'm able to do it!!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

Peace at last!

Dearie,
at last the peace is here...

We forgave each other
trying our best not to hurt each other
remember our vows
it is sacred
show love and appreciation
remember we have 3 young child
they need both of Pa and Ma
remember to keep our family strong
we won't be torn apart
anger, fight does happen but most importantly have a forgiving heart!!!

Thanks so much Trix for the comforts and love...
I'm calm now and hoping to be as calm as much as possible!!

Fight

well, it is not wise to wash your dirty laundry in the public..

But I have been arguing a lot ...

I am tired of being in it
I wanted to stop but how ?
he said I am not listening..
I tried but you keep questioning me, how can I keep quiet ?

You said that I have done nothing compared to you
what have you done ?
can you compare with the pain of bearing child ?

You said that you are a changed man
you proclaim yourself as Mr Humble
but does it show ?

i am no super power
so I could not bear the pain anymore
every words you utter is hurting me even more
so, GET LOSE, GO, YOU ARE FREE TO GO

I felt cheated!

Yupe, I'm cheated!!!

I barely keep my spirit up!!! I'm pissed off with something... yupe something very important that will determine the livelihood of a working mother with three mouth to feed...

Should I shed my weight so that I looked intelligent ? I am so angry but do you think what you eat is what you are ? No, i don't think so, I don't eat pork but yet I look like I am eating it... so, what ? why I don't look like chicken I ate chicken almost everyday of my whole life (but act like one) ? Doi, nonsense betul...

I CAN DO IT!!! YES, I CAN and I WILL DO IT...