i won I WON !!! hehhehe

Certainly, I never won any contest before, and this is my first ever "Winning" by simply writing my very own opinion :

See this link :
http://osindakshop.com/

Now, I can't wait to receive the winning prizes!!!

hehhehe

Sunday Outing

Wow so nice and refreshing, managed to squeezed the entire sunday at my parents farm with our best friend Omong aka Rachel.

She is a professional photographer (going to be well known soon!) here is one of her shoot (one of my many fav' photos she took!)

Pacifying myself

Taken from The Morning Watch

How well do you wait? Do you consider yourself to be a patient person?

"And to knowledge temperance;
and to temperance patience;
and to patience godliness."
(2 Peter 1:6)

TEMPERANCE: moderation or self restraint especially in eating and drinking.
PATIENCE: the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble, or suffering without getting angry or upset.
GODLINESS: devoutly religious.

Rejection

Have you ever experienced the feeling of being rejected?

Well, I would not mind being rejected for some reason but if you are being rejected to a request that isn't supposedly to be rejected it hurts so much!

Compared to what I have done in the past which I usually just literally give in to every request, demand, instruction or just an attention to love, I never felt this much of hurts. Yes, it hurts.. simply because I felt I should be entitled to that request, it should be unconditional love. It should be above all things regardless of time, reason of just any facts at all. And these is why I can't forgive, and stop comparing me to our Almighty, no ONE not even YOU can compare HIS compassion, why keep raising up that we should be like Him and forget the fact that He is GOD the Almighty who is wondrously wonderful. NOT a SINNERS like you and me.

Do you think that you have all the knowledge and then acclaimed that you are now a SUPREMELY SINLESS person ? come on! nobody is perfect.

KK English SDA Church

Edel, Jade & Crystal following the Children Choir at KK English SDA Church. They are wearing the uniform.

It was heart warming to see small children especially your very own children involved in such activities.

Recent outing

My kids enjoying the sunset somewhere along Kinarut road, one evening as their Dad suddenly desired to capture some sunset pix. Really cool!

should i ?

trying hard to keep up, lots of stories to tell.. but no time to blog about it... trying hard to follow strict on budget control life, organised timing, cleaning up mess in the house...

hmmm, where should I start ? I seriously need to re"pimp" my life! hehehehe

Flower Girls again...

This time for Bonnie & Hiyasinta of Kepayan.

Long Hiatus...

Sorry Folks,

Has been busy with the new transition of life.

I quit my 11 years job. My life totally 360 degree turn around. I am a fulltime Mommy...

My day start as early as 6am, I started off with a light jog, after 30mins, prepare breakfast for the kids, sorting out the school bags and then ironing, last before hitting the shower, hanging the laundry to dry, and then wake the kids to freshen up by 7.30am, ready for school and leave the house by 8.30am after breakfast for school.

I enjoyed doing it without rushing to be in the office...

I got time to buy some groceries and stuff before heading back home and get Edel to do her homework for another 3 hours before sending her off for afternoon school at 1215.

Dropped her at School at 1225 and then I am all for myself until 440pm... thats life, and looking at it, I have time to ensure cleanliness, neat and cooking healthy meal which I have not been doing properly for the past 11 years...

I have more time to blog abt everyday life, my new hobby... and of course setting up a home-based income generator... which will be my next project, and I am taking time with it as STRESS has gone in my life, right now! believe me!

San Yuk Family Day!

It was held on bright and sunny sunday, and I am super tired!!

The Family Reunion

The pics above showed the Gundohing in the family, each color represent a family line, Green is my MIL (Umis Binius Ho), Orange (Linghee Binius Ho), Blue (Tahee Binius Ho), Maroon (Tahing Binius Ho) and Yellow (Jinggusi Binius Ho).

And I won 2nd Place for the Traditional Cooking Competition!! yippee.... Kangku diau)(see the above pics!)...

I got more to tell later!!

Binius Ho Family Reunion

My husband's mom family side will be having their third family reunion this coming Saturday 15th May 2010 in conjunction with Kaamatan month.

The first reunion was held in my MIL house 7 years ago. Exactly a week, after delivering Edel. It was during CNY celebration and the theme colors is RED...

The 2nd family reunion held at my MIL elder brother residence, in which each family (5 families, namely Tahing, Tahee, Linghee, Umis(my family) and Jinggusi wore their own theme color. Our family choose Green for the ocassion.

This year they have a different way of celebrating the reunion. Prior to the event, sport competition i.e. football, tug of war, badminton etc.

There will be cooking competition as well, but not sure who/what dishes as I am not involved in any of the activities. I am too lazy and am not good in mingling with relatives especially hubby's side. Don't know why ?

And I need a booster to lift up my spirit for this event, I am not excited at all. My mom called the other day asking if we can go home this weekend to visit my old and ailing grandma but alas, I cannot give any excuses of not coming to this well planned family day which has been the talks since Jan??

hmmm, have to go and shop for another "Green" outfits for myself, hubby and 3 gorgeous girls ....


cheers!

Yippee

I am so happy and relieved...

I am going to have a big CHANGE

I am sure I will do better

I am sure I will be well off

Can't wait for the new leaf to turn anew!

Respect my decision!!!

It is set I am LEAVING...

There is option and choices but I am still LEAVING

I am making a positive move to increased HAPPINESS...

The Discussion or Persuasion?

Well, the day is today @3pm

Looking forward for the outcome but I have made my ULTIMATE decision, I am OUT and I won't be making any move from it...

I am still OUT and I want OUT cos'

I need CHANGE....

Will ramble more abt it as soon as I have gotten the outcome...

Until then, I will be me myself cheerful as ever!

My new chapter of life (Resolution)

Well, Finally, I am committed to write down a few things which will be my ultimate objective from now on :

My NEW objective : Living a Satisfying, Meaningful life : First Family, Spiritual and Recreation

I aim to work to live and not live to work, balancing work with rest and leisure will help me to take care the needs of my family. This will not be easy as there will be bills to pay but I can do the following :

Convert the small plot of land to :
1) Fish Pond
2) Rearing Organic Chicken
3) Planting of Organic Vege, Fruits, Herbs etc

11 years of working have rob most of my energy and my kids get bits that left so I'm determine to CHANGE this. Live SIMPLE, balanced life, the whole family thrives!

I trust GOD and No reason for FEAR

CHANGE

What is Change ?
To make a different from the way it is

A change will make different; cause a transformation ie: "The discussion has changed my thinking about the issue"

A change of an event that occurs when something passes from one state or phase to another ie : "She changed completely as she grew older"

A change of a relational difference between two different person ie: "he attributed the change to their relationship"

This change will definitely turn me a NEW chapter of life ! and am Looking forward for it and will never LOOK BACK!

After 11 years...

I decided to say Good Bye....

- as it will bring BIG impact to my life, my children life and this move will make me move even closer to family...

- and I needed CHANGE!

unethical

It was very unethical when ...

You got a rude email from somebody that you look up and respect as a leader...

It is so unmotivating and demoralising

What more you can do?

I can CRY and count on my failures BUT NO as I CHOOSE TO STOP and count on my successess....

And I am truly blessed so why dwell in this sorrows?

I am OUT and rejoicing in GLADNESS cos this is ME!!!

Earth Hour 2010

Just a small gesture for the earth but it sure making a BIG impact!!