I felt cheated!

Yupe, I'm cheated!!!

I barely keep my spirit up!!! I'm pissed off with something... yupe something very important that will determine the livelihood of a working mother with three mouth to feed...

Should I shed my weight so that I looked intelligent ? I am so angry but do you think what you eat is what you are ? No, i don't think so, I don't eat pork but yet I look like I am eating it... so, what ? why I don't look like chicken I ate chicken almost everyday of my whole life (but act like one) ? Doi, nonsense betul...

I CAN DO IT!!! YES, I CAN and I WILL DO IT...