Choice

What is Choice ?

It is the matter of choosing the right choice, what are the choices I have ? I have so many choices ...

hmm I should get back to work... Yes, I choose to get back to work and I feel GOOD...

;)

Monday...

hmm it is monday, and monday blues hit me hard...

My ear infection is back and it is so painful... I have stopped using cotton buds. Don't know what happen here, maybe bad sinusitis affected my ear canal... but Dr said that could not happen...

Sylver is still on MC and staying home for another week, his wrist is recovering ... I have to cook him lunch this morning and there... hectic morning... I am stressed out...

After sending the kids to school, I rushed to work and managed to park my car in my favourite parking lots...

another ramblings of life...

as usual hectic weekend for me but not complaining here... I am grateful for what life has brought for me...

3 wonderful daughters...

Jade : Mommy can I follow you to KL?
Me : If you behaved you can follow
Crystal : how 'bout me ?
Me: You too, if you behaved you can follow me..
Edel : I behaved all the time, I'm sure you'll let me follow, right Mommy ?
Me: ??

They overhead my conversation with Sly about me going for a week course in KL... Apalagi my 3 puteri pun want to tag-along. They have been to KL last year tagging along with me for a week ...

On the other note, I am so frustrated with our contractor's workmanship of our house buildings...
The gutter and the side roof of our newly built house gave way this afternoon after a short downpour... hubby immediately placed a call but no answer, silaka punya contractor!!!! Janji manis only and when come for payment punya pasal tengah malam pun sanggup come to our rented apartment to get money... now, tida peduli suda... silaka... there is a 6 months betterment period in which he should adhere...

Thanx God weekend is here.....

Another 3 hours, i'll be driving home....

I don't have to wake up early tmrw... I don't have to rush to send the kids to school...
I don't have to drive myself to work...

Can't wait to do it ...

Today, I have my midterm appraisal with my new boss... it is good as we identify goals and KPI's which will determine if I am above average performer or vice versa...The past 6 months, I have been struggling to show that I can do it... my new portfolio...

This time, under different perspective, I will look at life from a different angle... used a different approach...

Should i bake a cake this weekend ?... maybe I should it is my passion...

life goes on...

I have not been able to post anything due to time constraint...

I was busy looking after a post-ops hubby who is on his way of recovery... hmm.. I thought it was easy... he has been a 'baby'... OMG but not talkin' abt it here...

Well, I went to Semporna yesterday, wow, what a new scenery, I have always longed to go to this part of Sabah... it was a daytrip, drove myself to the airport at 6am, boarded the 7am flight to Tawau, grab a taxi at the airport to Semporna the fare is a whopping rm95... but the cabbie driver was good and superb as I reached Semporna in merely 45mins...

The office in Semporna is really nice it is located by the sea, like those chalet in Sipadan (not that I have been there) but really cool and I think it is a stress buster to have a scenery like that outside the office minus the rubbish la... so pathetic to see rubbish floating ...

I have another 4 days before my dateline for my write-up, help me God...

I have about 20mins to kill in Tawau Airport yesterday before boarding the 5.15pm flight to KK and I was charged for RM6 for just a Tea C Kurang Manis and a Slice of Kuih...

back to work...

i have been on annual leave for the past three days... coping with the household work and a post ops hubby... it has been busy and hectic but I'm not complaining...

I have been asked by my supervisor to write (r&d) googles application. hmm... I have compiled here and there (bits & pieces) but I need to do more digging... Help is needed so if someone outhere who knew or used googles application pls shed some light here!!

On the other note, I am grateful for what life has brought to me... whatever is it I am happy and thankful.

"if I can't do it I will say I can't "
and
if I can I will say I can.... Yes, I can...
because I don't want to overpromised...
I can say I can do it but I can't fulfilled it..

today....

I felt blessed today...

simply because ...

what my hubby done for me in the past... it is a huge debt that I think I will not be able to pay...

I have been admitted thrice in the hospital, first when I have my c-section for my firstborn daughter, Edel... 2nd admission when I have my tonsilectomy at SMC and then the last time when I had my twins... the experience is so overwhelming... but my husband is always by my side...

Today....

My hubby underwent an operation of the wrist... and it is my turn to look after him... I try to pretend that I am coping well ...

Seeing him on his hospital bed, I now appreciate the sacrificies he made (not that I never did) but I felt I love him more... and want to love him more...

I cannot bear to imagine to live without him...

On the funny side...
this happened when hubby was wheeled out from the operation room ...
Jade asked Dr Charan (in her exact words) "Dr, is my papa dead ?"
I was speechless ....
and dr Charan answered..."don't say that!!! your Papa is not dead he is just sleeping !!.... "

am i ready to blog...

don't know but I'm trying to start my journal and see if I can be faithfully keep up with my personal thought of life... I'm busy with life... i think my life is revolving fast but I'm able to keep up, my career has evolved I'm now into what I called my passion ... am doing computer stuff that I find I'm talented... I'm trying hard to keep up with my 3 princess, Edel my 6 years old and Jade & Crystal my soon-to-be 4 years old's twins. I have been trying to lose some weight off but alas... obviously I'm not suceeded... but I'll keep telling myself to try and try...